I realized that I am not as gung ho and daring as last time.
I do not have as much courage as last time.
I have lost a lot of my personal power to be a super human.
I have lost a lot of physical strength.
I wasn’t as motivated as last time.
Basically, Im a loser right now because of not being able to manage my time well and set my priorities right. I have many things to do and I must do them. But Im not accomplishing them properly and efficiently.
I had a strong self motivation within me years ago.
I believe the reason for all those aboves that I just leave everything to fate and not take action. I take for granted that “whatever is supposed to happen will just happen”. But that is not the right attitude. Nabi (s.a.w.) and even Allah said that we humans have to set our intentions properly and then work hard for it to happen and then leave the end result to Allah.
The problem with me is that I have set my intentions and I have left everthing to Allah but I’m not working hard.
I have to change myself. A big change is needed.
