October 2011
2 posts
People whom you can’t ever forget made a big impact in your life. You wish you could always have them around your life but they will go away some day and we will start feeling the big painful loss.
Patience :( patience with the challenges from Allah. becos He tests whoever He wishes and I have to accept it no matter what and overcome it. InsyaAllah.
June 2011
3 posts
promises for some, never last. the journey goes on. the journey doent wait for those who remain behind.
you have the guts to apologise and not wait like the usual once a year hari raya apologies most people do. you know who you are. i have only 3 followers on my tumblr. 2 of them are rubbish.
i just recalled that we were supposed to go to the far deep in park at old upper thomson road area. sadly, unaccomplished.
Life can be very sad. Very sad things can happen in life. Life also has many painful surprises. Surprises aren’t good all the time.
Since I was 19 till I’m turning 23. It was mainly a stable ride with some portholes in the road. Now, the car flipped but nobody died. The car was overturned back to normal and we landed up in the hospital bed separately. Suddenly, different visitors...
May 2011
12 posts
even if i was angry that you shouted at my mother, it has already been forgiven. but the secret both of you kept from me. why shouldnt i be made known of it?
could things have changed for the better or worse if i knew what was kept away from me?
why cant i know about it.
i dont feel satisfied becos i dont know everything i am supposed to know.
it feels that this situation is still left...
do memories haunt you?
do you find it painful when you see old pictures again?
it is painful to see old pics again becos you knew they had alot of meaning in it that accumulated for years, not months.
Dear xredroses,
Thank you for encouraging me to stop the wrong things that I have been doing that made you angry and that made you feel cheated. Alhamdulillah, for approximately 2 months, I’ve been clean from the bad desires to do certain things.Previously, it would last just for a week and history would repeat itself.
Ultimately, it’s Allah who has decided on this fate. But without your threats,...
my heart knows what yours is feeling.
but the harmony and tune is missing.
what you have done has shown my heart
it’s over, no more, i can’t take it anymore.
only pity and not love
fills my heart from below till above
thats what im feeling
cos the harmony and tune is missing.
God puts people in your life for a reason, and...
You make me smile (:
When you lose your belongings, try hard to be patient. When others were to lose your belongings, try even harder to be patient.
Just don’t lose the love you have been building for Allah and his Messenger. When you love them, you love their teachings. When you follow their teachings closely, they will love you. When they love you, you will be close to them. When you are close to them,...
When we are not married, our mothers are still more important than our future spouses. But when we are married, it does not mean that we can neglect our parents.
When someone dies, there will be pain because of the unfinished conversations we may have with the dead. Only our prayers will be with them.
But when the person is still alive but has to remain like a dead person to us, it’s more painful and difficult to live because we may not have parted amicably with unless you destroy all the physically available memories for the sake of I don’t...
After using the ipad for a few days, i feel that i have no real use for it except to randomly browse the net, social networking and games. it’s a waste of time, it doesn’t give satisfaction in any way, i don’t feel happy when i use it, i don’t want to buy it.
A happy and comfortable life that are defined in my own understanding and terms give me satisfaction.
We have hopes about certain areas in life.
We see a future when we have hope in something.
But when something else bad happens continuously, the hopes dash and we would not ever see the future of it happening.
You know you miss someone when you can’t wait to see him/her.
April 2011
16 posts
My children, I hope you exist in the future. Remember, for human love, love our Prophet more than you love your parents, wife, family and children. I didn’t make this up. InsyaAllah you’ll be successful. My children, know that for these few posts to you, my eyes were in tears because you may only see my existence for a short time. I’m prepared that this may happen.
Don’t...
My children, never expect anything good from humans at all. Never hope anything good from humans too.
Hope and Expect only from Allah and you will be very happy. Don’t be impatient if Allah doesn’t grant your dua fast. Look at yourself and see if your heart is clean enough. But Allah grants duas but when? You need to be patient for it.
This blog will be made know to you by myself...
This tumblr blog is where my children will know what my life was since I started working with children.
My children, please continue praying for me after I die.
I’ve walked into an LV and AX shop. I don’t feel intrigued or moved by material goods for clothes. I hope Allah doesn’t change this in me.
I’ve lost hope in humans, but never for Allah.
I don’t stay put for no reason. It’s going to be a sad one. Only Allah can open up my heart for whatever He wants me to have.
i can’t stop thinking so much, but just think about something. something is going on. i can’t stop thinking about it. this time, i really fell. big time.
- The most effective way of forgetting someone or something and to detach feelings from them or from it is to discard every physical item about them.
The mind will know that it’s physically gone.
The memories in the brain will fade and one will not care about the past because there are no photos or notes to remind them of the person.
The only form of remembrance is the faint and blury...
““O my Lord! Grant me from You, a good offspring. You are indeed the All-Hearer...”
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i rarely post song lyrics but i chanced upon this;...
Oh her eyes, her eyes Make the stars look like they’re not shining Her hair, her hair Falls perfectly without her trying She’s so beautiful And I tell her every day Yeah I know, I know When I compliment her She wont believe me And its so, its so Sad to think she don’t see what I see But every time she asks me do I look okay I say When I see your face There’s...
choosing to distant yourself from others feels like a self made choice. what the reason is behind it, isn’t known very clearly to me. being distant isn’t a good thing. the quality of friendship goes down, you appear to have nobody by your side and you just don’t know which human you have to confide in. why don’t i want to spend a lot of time with people but just on my own....
Hey
March 2011
3 posts
In a relationship, you have to accept a person for all of what they are and not the parts that are easy to like and it’s stupid to turn our back on something as important as love.
Reblog this and go on your page
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i wish and hope to restart my life somewhere else with new people.
October 2010
1 post
Do you know that, when u carry Quran, Shaitan gets...
September 2010
3 posts
if your life is dedicated to someone, the person will get closer to you and will love you forever and grant you help where necessary.
so, we should dedicate our life to Allah. what if we distance ourself from Allah? wouldn’t Allah distance Himself away from us? how can we receive blessing and help from Allah then.
numbers
i didnt just realised this. since young, if there’s any complicated stuff relating to numbers, i would take a long time to figure things up. this sucks.
it has been happening since i was very young. my interpretation of complexed calculations is quite bad. no wonder i failed intro accounting and got 50% for management accounting. and almost screwed up finance module and no nuts about...
i actually do miss ramadhan alot. i dont know why but on syawal day 1 itself, my heart started to get dirty. im grateful that Allah made myself realize this.
many times, technology has taken my faith away especially when im not anything thats not against my faith.
but why do i still carry on. the reasons are which i think:
1. i get attracted to interesting entertainment and waste my time on it...
August 2010
1 post
Reflections
There are plenty of thoughts and reflections in my mind. I feel that it’s good that I can note it down so that I can review it in future and see what I have written about in the past.
It just to my mind about wealth and lifestyle. Often, I would desire for a lavish lifestyle with big cars, big houses, branded goods and so on and to achieve that, I would need to be wealthy.
It also came to...
March 2010
4 posts
I realized that I am not as gung ho and daring as last time.
I do not have as much courage as last time.
I have lost a lot of my personal power to be a super human.
I have lost a lot of physical strength.
I wasn’t as motivated as last time.
Basically, Im a loser right now because of not being able to manage my time well and set my priorities right. I have many things to do and I must do...
today it’s officially over. i cant believe it but im growing to accept it.
i’ve screwed up so much in life. i hope i can just clear my sins and do good and just hope Allah will take my life away from this earth straightaway after that.
this earth is full of dirt.
Oh No I dropped my iPhone badly and it has no cover.
February 2010
5 posts
If I weren’t a Muslim, I would have committed suicide by jumping off a very high rise building.
Allah please help me :(
It’s kind of interesting that we have different interpretations of hope. To me, hopefully something happens means InsyaAllah it may happen.
It’s kind of interesting that we have different interpretations of hope. To me, hopefully something happens means InsyaAllah it may happen.
Sometimes I don’t know what to do with myself. I’ve let down many. I’m upset about myself when I shouldn’t be.
I think it’s becos I’m not in control of my life. Right now I’m feeling helpless.
I hate it when I’m making the same mistakes repeatedly many times. Such a horrible feeling :’(