People whom you can’t ever forget made a big impact in your life. You wish you could always have them around your life but they will go away some day and we will start feeling the big painful loss.
Patience :( patience with the challenges from Allah. becos He tests whoever He wishes and I have to accept it no matter what and overcome it. InsyaAllah.
promises for some, never last. the journey goes on. the journey doent wait for those who remain behind.
you have the guts to apologise and not wait like the usual once a year hari raya apologies most people do. you know who you are. i have only 3 followers on my tumblr. 2 of them are rubbish.
i just recalled that we were supposed to go to the far deep in park at old upper thomson road area. sadly, unaccomplished.
Life can be very sad. Very sad things can happen in life. Life also has many painful surprises. Surprises aren’t good all the time.
Since I was 19 till I’m turning 23. It was mainly a stable ride with some portholes in the road. Now, the car flipped but nobody died. The car was overturned back to normal and we landed up in the hospital bed separately. Suddenly, different visitors visited us and brought us home separately and nursed us. We lost our memory. We tried to recall on where each of us were. It could be felt somewhere in our hearts but we feel frustrated and just feel lost.
even if i was angry that you shouted at my mother, it has already been forgiven. but the secret both of you kept from me. why shouldnt i be made known of it?
could things have changed for the better or worse if i knew what was kept away from me?
why cant i know about it.
i dont feel satisfied becos i dont know everything i am supposed to know.
it feels that this situation is still left hanging. unsolved.
do memories haunt you?
do you find it painful when you see old pictures again?
it is painful to see old pics again becos you knew they had alot of meaning in it that accumulated for years, not months.
Thank you for encouraging me to stop the wrong things that I have been doing that made you angry and that made you feel cheated. Alhamdulillah, for approximately 2 months, I’ve been clean from the bad desires to do certain things.Previously, it would last just for a week and history would repeat itself.
Ultimately, it’s Allah who has decided on this fate. But without your threats, this bad part from my life would not have been removed from my life.
my heart knows what yours is feeling.
but the harmony and tune is missing.
what you have done has shown my heart
it’s over, no more, i can’t take it anymore.
only pity and not love
fills my heart from below till above
thats what im feeling
cos the harmony and tune is missing.
(Source: dancinglikeimdumb)
